| So i thought i should write in here for a change but yea life is GrEaT right now!! Its about to be summer then when I return to school again I will be a SeNiOr hell yah mayn!!!! YaY I know i am excited. .. But yall are problay wondering about my life right now i am back with my baby Willie we started going back out on May 1, 2006 you know if me n him would of stayed together this summer would of been 3 years for us damn what a concept o well. Well my best friends our still Jessica Umana & Lindsey Lightfoot they are both currently single so if yall guys wanna holla at these beautyful ladies do so well i g2g help lindsey move into her new house n nrh so byeyee |
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| Last entry when my computer gets fix i will start doing my space and shit like that but as for now i'm am alright me n john have been together for almost 6 months on the 23rd. Gosh i am like falling for this guy seriuosly. But thats it later guys. |
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| Alright so it looks to me that xangas are getting old ( aww thats sad) well i am by a computer n thought i should just write some stuff down. So i failed again so i cant play soccer till feb.18 which suxs ass cause i wanted to play so bad. As of right now i am currently single me n john broke up yesterday  due to reasons you dont need to know i know my xanga layout is messed up but o well i dont give a rats.
I am so bumed right now its not funny , dont u ever feel like u just dont wanna get up and wanna stay n bed for the rest of r life, i do. I have alot on my mind right now so much has happened these past few weeks. Family problems, friend problems, boy problems is the big one. I feel like if i make some one happy i am hurting the other and i dont know what to do anymore i am at the point where i wanna give up. My parents are being big bitches to me right now my brother moved out this week and sad to say but i miss him i am all alone n this big house he never has time for me anymore he is either working or with kendra or his place. I dont hang with my best friend jessica anymore she has her own life n drama to dill with but i am happy for her she has a great guy n she finally got her letter jacket what she has been dying for. We dont hang out at all anymore i hate that me n her used to be like paper n glue where i was she was. But i dont know thats life i guess. As for my X john i dont know what happen there . I am just scared to get to attached n end up getting hurt again by my last long realtionship with willie . It all to hard n to much stress. Thats pretty much my depressing life for now . |
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| *I KNOW I KNOW ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I HAVE WRITTIN N THIS SHIT *
Things that have happened and my life
*Me & John are once again back together we have been together 5 months < long time i know.
*We moved to KELLER i like our new house
*Soccer starts when we go back to school.
-My Weekend so far-
Friday i was packing all my shit then later that night lindsey came n got me then we went to my brothers dinner party then left there we met up with karl at subway cause lindsey hasnt seen him since like 8th grade then wen we get there we saw mr.albert mendez so i talked to him for awhile def. miss that kid then after that me n lindz went bowling then i hunged out with jon .s. for alil bit cause i havent really hunged out with him n a long ass time then today i moved n to my new house then got ready then me n my cuz n my mom went to go get my john then came to my grandmas n jessica came n got me n john n ryan then we went to arron's house it was ight then came back to my grandmas house n we got n alil fight with my older cousin angelo then kissed john for my new years kiss then he left.
So it is now officialy 2006 next year i will graduate damn thats crazy.
(I aint gonna update for awhile cause my computer is fwacked up) |
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| John n I broke up </3
*WeRe On A BrEaK*
Christmas day is almost here,
and love, i wish you were somewhere near.
to warm me up during this cold weather,
but most importantly, to get you back and live happily together.
we all know that dreams don`t come true,
but love wherever you are,
i just wish you know that i still and will always love you.
whatever kind of clue i give you, you probably don`t see how much it shows.
because waiting for you to love me back again is almost like waiting for San Diego to snow.
impossible.
but before i end this poem i have something i want you to know,
and that`s love, i will always be right here,
waiting for you under the mistletoe.
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